“Many things interested her, and nothing satisfied her entirely.”— (via naturaekos)
“You make lists in your head about what you want in a lover, like brown hair and a sweet voice. A sharp mind and a soft heart, a sense of humor that actually makes you laugh like you mean it. This and that. And it’s all bullshit. Because people aren’t lists. And I’ve always wanted to be the person who made someone realize that. I want to come across someone with a list in their head that is nothing like the person I am, and I want to show them what they didn’t even know they were looking for. People who think they know what they want are fooling themselves. Nobody really knows what they want. Not until it’s right in front of them.”— Anonymous (via suspend)
oh how sad it is
to be so afraid
of being too happy
because you feel
that any minute,
things will change
that happiness
will be ripped
right out
of your fingertips
the moment that
you claim it;
the moment that you
start to realize
that you deserve it
Kai Masa || afraid of being
Tahimik ako ngayon pero hindi ibig sabihin nun nakalimot at wala na kong pakeelam. Gusto ko lang magkaroon ng oras para sa sarili ko kasi lagi ko na lang iniisip yung sasabihin ng ibang tao. Hindi ba pwedeng maging selfish muna ako at sarili ko muna isipin ko.
Hindi sa lahat ng oras kaya ko hatiin at ibigay lahat ng oras sa inyo. Paano naman ako dba. Hindi ako nabuhay para sa iba. Nabubuhay din ako para sa sarili ko. Kaya kung sasabihin niyo na wala na kong pake. So be it. Sana naiinitindihan niyo na may buhay din ako. Hindi lang para sa inyo at iba. Para din sa sarili ko.
Dadating ka pala talaga sa puntong susuko ka kasi hirap ka na sa nangyayare. Hindi ka bumitaw pero sinukuan mo lang yung bagay na alam mong nagpapahirap sayo. Yung nagpapabigat sayo. Masasabi mo palang “tama na kasi sobrang bigat na. Ang hirap din pala na ang tagal mo siyang hinawakan pero grabe yung bigat niyang binigay sayo.”